
也許是因為他有一半的時間不在家, 夜深人靜時可能會倍感寂寞吧 ! 前幾年有一個晚上睡不著, 於是坐在電腦前發呆, 突然 msn 跳出老哥的問候, 問我怎麼還沒睡 ? 但我並不想說實情...... 那一晚老哥一個人在寒冷的德國參展......他說好累啊 ! 好像所有的日子都在趕趕趕, 飛東飛西的.....可是真的無事可忙時又會不知所措......那一晚跟老哥聊了很多, 只是我仍然沒勇氣說屬於內心深處的心事, 雖然他是最疼我的人, 但我該懂老哥已經有夠多心煩的事了 ! 寂寞原是我們這社會裡普遍的心理現象, 其實寂寞所需要的愛, 是一種關懷, 由之而產生了解, 產生思想與感情上的交流, 以前的我們年代網路不發達, 思想又封閉了些, 所以藉由固定的模式獲取關懷就是 < 結婚 >, 有時是因為婚姻的責任讓人來不及寂寞, 但並不是結了婚的男女就不再寂寞, 有些人成了忙碌又寂寞的人, 而當有閒的時候就會再度被寂寞侵蝕, 寂寞時, 很直接想到的是 : 需要用愛來療治 ? 所以寂寞時就想到愛情..... 只是啊 ! 當寂寞的毛病復發時, 可要有禁忌的....... 有人說 : 說得輕描淡寫, 眼底卻滿滿的寂寞感慨 ! 而我是寫得感慨萬千, 心底卻是強說愁啊 ! 最愛的格友說我是 < 夢! 想! 太多了 > <常常把自己丟在, 夢想和現實的矛盾情緒中, 而連續掙扎的笨女人. > 啊 ! 寫文嘛 ! 總是要這樣的啊 ! 否則平淡的生活怎麼活下去咧 ! 又不懂寫政治, 不懂寫其他的, 就是單純愛這樣的搞自閉啊 ! 還好有人喜歡我無病呻吟唷 ! |
| ps. 最近常常字體大小或格式變了, 都改不回來....... |
Midnight Blue
演唱者:E.L.O.
(Electric Light Orchestra 電光交響樂團)
專輯:Discovery
I see the lonely road that leads so far away.
I see the distant lights that left behind the day.
But what I see is so much more than I can say.
And I see you in midnight blue.
I see you crying now you've found a lot of pain.
And what you're searchin' for can never be the same.
But what's the difference 'cause they say what's in a name.
And I see you in midnight blue.
★★I will love you tonight and I will stay by your side.
Loving you, I'm feeling midnight blue.★★
I see you standing there far out along the way.
I want to touch you but the night becomes the day.
I count the words that I am never gonna say.
And I see you in midnight blue.
★★I will love you tonight and I will stay by your side.
Loving you, I'm feeling midnight blue.★★
☆☆Can't you feel the love that I'm offering you?
Can't you see how it's meant to be?
Can't you hear the words that I'm saying to you?
Can't you believe like I believe?
It's only one and one it's true, still I see you in midnight blue.☆☆
★I see beautiful days and I feel beautiful ways of loving you,
Everything's in midnight blue. ★
★★I will love you tonight and I will stay by your side.
Loving you, I'm feeling midnight blue.★★


















