I am not good at social stuff. It is easy to understand why I am always fear to communicate with other guy in the helpline center. That is, I often can not express my feelings directly like other person. One of my colleague's client is a canadian, and she is a Taiwanese as well. When I was listening to my colleague told us about the story of the client, I suddenly found out how premature I am, and how terrible in such an environment like that. I am fear, in fact, who can not be fear to leave his/her familiar country and culture? I heard the client's sorrow and lonely, though the her husband loves her as well as before, but the client also lost something when she decided to get involved in the intermarrage.

Sometimes I can't feel what the clients feel, sometimes I am not able to say what I turly say. I am not good at access others's praising words and other's goodness as well.

All-day-long working lives, I started to understand the feeling of people who has full-tome job. And I sincerely realized how weak I am and how bizarre I am.

Haha, "tomorrow is another day~."(sighing)