我和那人之間的不可告密

 

那人之前悄悄地來了，

打開我的身體

偷了最珍貴的密藏，

還厚著臉皮邀我共享一切。

 

那人有著極大的祕密。

生長著嘴唇

卻不言語；

想借我的聲帶播出，

但我無法測知他的奧義，

只能乾嘔出莫名的單字。

 

那人如此寧靜，

明明偷取我的身體，

藉此不斷成長著；

啜飲我的血液

竊聽我體內的濤音，

但，

他不著一語。

對我不予置評。

 

那人微小而又將巨大，

不停地巨大，

偷偷換取我的光陰

追趕我離去甚遠的童年、

少年、

乃至我的現在。

他不懂謙虛地

快速成長........

 

那人是二十九年前的我。

而今，我有了那人。

那人其實來自另一個宇宙，

卻成為我的一部份；

完全不可告密的

奇蹟。

 

The

Unspeakable Secret between Me and That Man

 

Early on that man came without a sound

Opened my body

Stole my most precious hidden treasure

Then shamelessly invited me to share it

 

That man harbored a great secret

Lips growing

That would not speak

He tried to borrow my vocal cord to express

The mystery that I could not fathom

I only coughed out some unintelligible syllables

 

That man was so calm

He openly pilfered my body

Through which he kept on growing

He drank my blood

Eavesdropped on my ebb and flow

Yet

He spoke no word

Made no comment on me

 

That man was puny but giant

He got bigger and bigger

Stole away my days and nights

Chased after my long-gone childhood

Adolescence

Even my present

He grew immodestly

And rapidly…

 

That man is me twenty-nine years ago

Now I own him

He came from another universe

But has become part of me

A wholly unspeakable

Miracle