Now I think I'm quite like the sharks, it is very simple. Since the childhood, my family is not perfect. So when I was small I saw the sentiment is very serious thing in this world. The changeable.

Also learned this time no one can rely on to live, can reliable only yourself. But at the same time recognizing looking forward to my life can turn into a can I break this thought.

Almost all our friends have a companion. And most have the baby. Every time when we were together. Family and babies became our topic, fortunately, I also like baby.

So each time when I will play with their babies. They said in their family. Sometimes said said he said to me: because as they say: who is good. Is also very gentle, the people also easy to get along with me. Why is a man, and I always opened over the past half jokingly.

As far as they know, I only talk about a love. Is my first love, all they know everything about me and him, and said we are can't be together, and is a great pleasure, we ended up bearing their expensive. Later I talked twice in love again, but in the end is not to hand in hand to the old.

Once read a passage, said in a woman's life is only about three times in love, for the first time: implicitly, started to try the feeling of love. Second: learning how to love and to love yourself. Third: learned that love, know how to find a man who love myself and love myself. This time, a mature woman should know how to put their own this love continue.

When I first started, I think this is right, I think the reality should also such. But now I think not, is the change of the society and changed the idea, or people changed that this view of society, who also couldn't say for sure. To now I'm afraid of contact with this emotion, every time I encounter I chose. Some people say I'm cold, cold unpleasant. But who knows how many behind the icy helpless in it.