隨著時間變化，過去的我也不曾想過會走到這裡。

踏上這樣的路。

當初義無反顧的選擇放棄完成現階段的學業
                                                                               
堅決著要踏入重考的生活
                                                                               
雖然才剛開始（初步的學習也過了兩個月有）
                                                                               
沒有後悔　不想後悔　也不能後悔
                                                                               
只是
                                                                               
怨恨自己的「義無反顧」
                                                                               
假裝沒有看見經濟上的困難
                                                                               
假裝自己不知道家人有多辛苦
                                                                               
還是想要順著自己的心意走下去
                                                                               
自私的說著：「這是我的未來，會為自己負責。」

而
                                                                               
金錢到底有多麼現實
                                                                               
壓的誰都喘不過氣
                                                                               
恨著自己有多不懂事
                                                                               
更悲哀的是　沒有錢　又哪能去補習？
                                                                               
（知道自己沒辦法靠自己，乖乖的唸一年書，才選擇去補習）
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
對不起。
                                                                               
對不起。
                                                                               
又因為我的任性妄為，害你們受苦了...。
                                                                               
對不起。