Exhausted!

Recently I am tired for no reason. Though I make up my mind to study
GRE in the last second, I would fall into sleep in the next second. I
planned for take a course in NTU in Wed. morning at the beginning of this
semester, but now I am exhausted to attend the class on time. I know
I have lots of stuffs to do, such as finish my resume(Chinese version),
determine my graduate school or finish the books ”Made in USA”,
“SFBT”. However, I have done nothing!

It is probably because of I am too sick to empower myself to achieve
my goal, it’s also because I am fear to deal with the stresses of
finding job or deciding my future school. I am a little afraid of
promising something to someone, I am afraid of growing up from
premature self, I am afraid of finish all works I have to do then I will
go out from my school, go out from my last college student life.

Actually I am sick, not only in my body, but also in my mind. I start to
understand why people need healing counseling in hospital. The body
situation will truly affect the condition of mind! Hopefully I will recover
as soon as possible to urge myself restart my juicy living!

Today’s Juicy Living:
Write your life so that others may be illuminated.
(The book of your life is rare and marvelous!)