下午就著有些陰暗的雲層，略低的氣溫，莫名的把JOSH的CD推進唱盤。

歌聲還是一樣讓我沉迷，感動還是一樣瀰漫，只是不再輕易掉淚了；是歲月的磨鍊，還是心態的成熟，也或許，都有吧！

想起2003年第一次從電台聽到JOSH GROBAN的歌" To Where You are"，竟觸動內心以為已經收藏很好的破弦，再度吚吚呀呀的被撩撥；而淚水，已如狂風驟雨傾盆而下不及收拾‧‧‧

我那夭折的情懷啊！因著JOSH的歌再度破繭而出，化成隻隻蝴蝶向我襲來。

記憶已經失堤，心緒已然塴潰，雙手無論如何都揮趕不走翩翩彩蝶。

罷了，就墮落一次吧！

就讓那些縈縈繞繞的惦念再次充滿吧！就讓那些曾經朝思夜想的人們再次復活吧！

"人不輕狂枉少年"到現在我才實實在在的體會這句話。

親愛的秘密戀人啊！

我已不怨不恨當時的付出；我已不悲不哀當時的回報；我已不愁不苦當時的情愫。

親愛的秘密戀人啊！

也許此時此刻我們正在同一個城市，在同一個國度；也許此分此秒我們正看著同一個星子，曬著同一道月光；也許我們在網路上的討論區擦肩而過；也許我們在網路上的日誌比鄰而居。

親愛的秘密戀人啊！

不管那段曾經共同演出的戲碼是否還在心底，還在世界的某個角落裡；
我願，
在落日時分能遇見你們；在夕陽餘暉能有勇氣說聲謝謝你們。

因為有你們，才能豐收我的春花秋實。

夢飛(星月) 于 11/20/2005


歌詞~~~

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are