i opine that you dislike me
i am afraid

if you don’t like my behave, you can told to me clearly.

i just want to be your close friend.

i’d love you. but not like a lover. now i know it’s a friendship. the love over than lover.

these day, i clear my mind. and got the answer.
you know?
actually, from the first, i got a ideal to cure you that is to love.(don’t anger with me!)
because i saw the shadow of mine from you. we have the same lack, same pain.
so, could you understand what i was thinking, what’s my heart? did you

but now, i think that i chosen the bad way.
because the same people will never be suited to each other.
all they can do is to commiserate to each other.
and that’s useless to help us.
laterly i was thinking for many times.
and i really feel that more than before.
we don’t suited to each other as a lover.

certainly i love you. the love is over than friendship or a lover.
i love you so much that couldn’t compare with a couple.
can you know that?




well,

i think i was bad laterly
because i was asking the love too hard, that i forced myself to be not myself.
once my love can not be recompense, i was unendurable, i was stonkerd.
oh my God! ....

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