Am I competent/ decisive/ dependable/ industrious/ prudent? 

Or am I incompetnet/ inconsiderable/ indolent/ irresponsible/ temperamental?

I would be probably still having my maternity leave during annual review. 

The new colleague outperforms me in my opinion...

She has established good rapport with my current account within only 3 months.

I was lame...

I need to come up with some personal action plans for me to move further.

Then I make more money for my little boy.