今天隨性的和友人在MSN上閒聊
她不經意的提到Your mom will be proud of you 時我的眼淚隨即從眼眶奪出
從4/2媽媽對年合爐後
我常魂不守舍 無所事事
藉由逛三四個早市
走到媽媽生前最喜歡光顧的菜攤
買媽媽以前常買的水果蔬菜牛肉豬腳
吃著 媽媽 早餐最喜歡吃的肉圓或碗粿
想著媽媽對我的叮嚀囑咐
做正事打不起精神的我總找藉口拖延
我知道我還沒整頓好自己
我知道我的身心靈仍處在緊繃的狀態
我知道媽媽的遺願在一年後仍未完成
他還沒振作
而我還不夠愛自己
還不停以不同形式怠惰虛耗
還是不夠誠實面對自己 強裝堅強 強顏歡笑
雖然一年了 但和媽媽互動的情景卻能歷歷在目
千言萬語 我只能告訴自己
我會更真實的面對自己
我會幫他振作
我會找到更多愛自己的方式勇敢去做
加油喔 小丫頭 媽媽會這麼對我說
加油唷 阿芳 媽媽會這麼對我說
2樓.2008/04/23 13:14加油唷 阿芳
"加油唷 阿芳"......我也對妳這麼說
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1樓. Frank2008/04/20 08:36If you wait long enough, you will get it.
I remember you used to send me a video clip, the title is If you wait long enough, finally you will get it. It's the patient suffered from cancer and will die and he have the last class to public.
Regarding human thought and mind, it's hardest to change. So I think the best revolution is Time.
If the worst thing is he really can't change it till he dies, maybe it's the arrangement from the universe. Everyone has his own beauty, no matter how poor or unsuccessful he is. By reading your this article, I think of my complaint about my family. I would do my best to find out the way to get along with my family.
