finally I found that I could not see you anymore,
you had already gone to heaven.
if you were alive, I wish I could ask for your forgiveness on what i had done wrong in the past,
if you were alive , I wish I could be real to you.
if you were alive, I wish I could express my true feeling to you.
if you were alive , I wish I could show you my love
if you were alive , I wish I could love you with my true heart.
if you were alive....