This is first time in god knows how long I feel like logging into my blog. To check message and to see what everyone else is doing. Even Scott thought that was very strange that I wasn't glue to my lap top.

To be honest, I really can't be bother writing anything for months. I feel like it was some kind of virus was in my body. It has eaten away my will to write and my ideas. Because I can’t find a cure, so all I can do is wait and be patient. 

Life has been chaotic around me lately. First of all, N – my younger sister turns 21. In New Zealand, 21st birthday is a big birthday. But N did not ask for a big celebration, it’s more like a family gathering. It is really strange feeling to see your younger sister turn 21. It made me feel a little old (because we have 7 years age difference between us), but very proud.
Secondly, about a month, Scott’s company forgot to pay Scott commission. So that month wasn’t really a good month at all.
Last but not least, my beloved lap top finally died on me. After it accepted my use and abusive for long 5 years, it finally rest in peace. So, I am in the process of buying a new lap top. Unfortunately, it will be a hard task to purchase one and have Chinese typing install in there.

I can’t guarantee the virus has gone from my body and mind, but all I can say is at least I felt better and hope one day I will make full recovery and start to write my blog again.