This kind of move and sadness come from, I see clear. The first move, is she just go to the class. Felt that the teacher in charge seems to be kind than others to her, or better than others. I look at her hair shawls, protein in red face, clothes seemed too wide, seems to be more clean than many students in the class are clear, plus a pair of cheng, dark eyes fly out with a few silk vigilance, shy, expensive gas and stubborn, at first glance, a young heart, mind and twitter chanting: the girl buhaore, a little bitter taste, but like a cold beauty.

Indeed as expected the token! A funny and punch like rain; Indeed as expected is enemy! Incredibly name familiar to me, several row of seats is the tie are close, even pret. Then come to chat, joke. I saw her daily walk,walking app slightly serious expressions impression like to wear a pair of flat shoes, a person to walk the pace faster, words not many, but seems to be an exception when chatting with me, I like to see her smile, smile beautifully dressed, like his hometown of camellia is shining. Yes, always smile when we chat together, a lot of words always toss and turn, toss and turn for fun, and even the colloquial words are somewhat similar. For example like to say "if..." "In fact..." . She used to say I was a word, "you see, talk like half..." Then lightly chastising me, stamping a waste. In fact, my heart is demonstrably didn't speak say half of the original intention, just as the young reserved and shy, less fast silent straightforward, concise expression. Such as in expressing affection for her, to express the ambiguity, always can't clearly elucidated. But I know he has moved in the heart in.

This I have been hidden. I hide like the great deep, and touched not the bottom, now thought to have even surprised myself. She had a confused asked me several times, why want to fix her and Kevin? I shrugged, so calmly gloss over. In fact, every time my heart are all in the dark scold yourself: hello, dark, what are! Why always do exactly the opposite.

However, after all, she didn't and Kevin together, even if they get along with time is much larger than I am. Emotion is a wonderful things, like hand grip sand, the harder, the more loss. I think, if I can so bluntly told her that idea, the result will be how? A proverb says, the soul of words is action. You don't act Business IaaS Solution, the soul will disappear, the feeling will be annihilated. I deeply appreciate this sentence gives fully in the cold, bare.

High school placement become emotional bifurcation point to each other. Seem to watch the end of that a moment, a select an option to the right to the left. Occasionally communicate with higher once again divide into classes has become increasingly scarce. From then on I strongly feel each other began to gradually alienated. She have a good bad, made what friends, has experienced what emotions, I don't know anything about it, only occasionally from the mouth of others to learn about her just a little.

Several times I met her on my way to the dining hall, she took the bowl, or shoulder-length hair, or flat shoes, or walk briskly, cheng seldom strabismus, familiar with the stubborn. But from each other at a moment, my heart always can feel something strange in the flicker, and the bow is in a hurry, although it was light smile, my heart is always ripples out. Sometimes I am worried, I worry about my heart feeling is just wishful thinking of the self: who knows her mind think? Perhaps in the new environment, she no longer as I to her like that to me. The most afraid of be a monologue.

Get the most difficult is to guess the heart, guess there is no heart is the most difficult to get along with. Such speculation, is only a mental support or fantasy.

We the strangeness of the continuation, from their respective accompany side is even more obvious in the crowd. An occasional, I heard that she made her boyfriend, I like an electric shock, the heart seems to be constantly sinking, blur a day spent amorphous. Such suffering even directly affects my feelings choice. She sometimes asked me and fang, in fact, I really want to say to her, fang also often asked me and her. Just at that time, I have decided that in the heart, her heart is belong to the distance.

Then we all went to college, miles away. I thought that such a feeling through the time and distance of washing, should already quietly flows east into the water. From the moment they stepped into the university, however, at the moment I stand on the side of the Yellow River, the climb up the northwest plateau in boundless universe I hope at that moment, thinking about her past with always arises spontaneously. Self-study, I think, if there is a alongside her in the reading, talking and laughing, it would be great; Movement, I think, if there is a she in playing together, it would be great; Rape open, I think, if there is a she also gather together, it would be great. Want to home, I thought, if there is a she accompany together, it would be great. Many words, that time I took her shadow, I wrote a lot of shallow but sincere words to send trust this bitterness and sorrow:

But I rarely continue my mind, telling her that rarely take the initiative to greet each other, even when she was lonely and frustrated, or so one or two was touched me, I didn't also can seize the opportunity, the worldly distractions and young ignorance covered the cognitive and emotional emptiness lyricism and ethereal miss before the time and distance, in reality, gradually lost due to inspire. I become passive, along with the crowd in a cheerful, experience stimulus and scrambled to water, it's hard to see clouds and fogs, see the true meaning of love. Seems we all chose the moment, so why should the distance? But I, seem to be always in her far away.

Now, she quietly, as wives and mothers feel the joy of the life a new starting point, I also deliberately forgotten in she happy show and blessing, in silent place, at the beginning of ambiguity has long been an abrupt end, like a broken line kite, blowing in the wind. Kites are always fall to the ground, miss also has the end of the day, only the memories for years, ignorant of the young of feelings, who accompany me and walked with me on the original big northwest high mountain, accompany me to qinghai lake, quietly accompany me over the majestic Great Wall, accompany I went to the shore of the east China sea, also accompany me linger in the mountain flower of the field is bright place, quietly farewell ferry sunset for me, to devoted to the setting sun, accompany me laugh, accompany me cry, accompany me to succeed, accompany me to fail. Also do not know to which day, I was able to resist this unexpected miss, let the memory no longer my heart, no longer arouse my vision, will be the flame of my heart.