I was awake in the middle of the night and couldn’t fall back to sleep, so I turned on the TV and found this movie.
84 Charing Cross Road
Starting: Anthony Hopkins, Anne Bancroft and Judi Dench
What a beautiful friendship! And it’s so interesting that I found this movie at the time of questioning my relationship with others, or my own behavior toward others.
Recently, I deeply felt that friendship is based on trust – my own trust toward others. Should not wait for someone to behave as I think they should be in my own mind!
So many times, we missed the chance to have a long lasting relationship because we didn’t trust ourselves, or we second guessed the behavior of others toward us.
I think I have lived in my shell far too long now! Wishing for a perfect friendship instead of letting go and being honest with myself and not second guessed others.
It has been a strange year so far; so many events occurred and changed the way I look at myself.
Somehow, I saw this movie and felt my heart or mind lift up a few notches! It felt that I would find my footing again and life would go on! And hope I have the fortuitous luck to meet new friends and have long lasting relationships with all the people surrounding me!
Yea! It is kind of nice that I am back in some way….
