大概已經一年多了吧
離最後一次跟他傳簡訊
雖然我還是會有時沒時的去看他的facebook
not that I was able to dig out anymore information or anything
i simply just wanna know if he's still here, in Seattle, still working in the same place
oh well， it doesn't really matter anymore

在今天check facebook的時候
我又心血來潮的去看了一下他的facebook
他已經把之前工作的salon 從他的fb移除了
我心裡小小的嚇了一跳
然後趕快的到那個salon 的 website看了一下

他已經不在那裡了

幾個禮拜前，我就有發現不能在跟他make appointments了
原來是這樣子
我現在才了解

Finally，我真的要完全失去他的消息了
Finally，我真的要完全與他失去聯絡了
Finally, we are parting from each other

I have no idea where he went, have no idea what he's doing, but I guess this is really it
心裡有一點小小的被挖空的感覺