i think i am not there yet, i think i will be eventually
sorry chad, i am throwing all the tempers to you, but i guess you deserve it
cuz i did get hurt, kinda bad

我還沒辦法的坦然的面對吧
我也不是覺得你是壞人，只是這樣被對待，心裡總會想把你想成壞人
but deep in my heart, i know you are a nice person, just not a boyfriend material
i probably never really met anyone who's a boyfriend material
i think i should learn that part
sorry to be so negative , but i can't help
give me some time, i will get over it, i hope so

我只是覺得，我該學乖了，笨蛋

我希望自己，可以學乖
我希望自己，可以唸很多書
我希望自己，可以用平常心看待
我希望自己，學會順其自然