I can't tell how complicated is it, it's like there are two extreme feelings inside my deep heart though i didn't express it on my face.

really hope that you could be here with me right now so that I can embrance you and lean on your shoulders...

how are you doing today dear? I feel empty when there is no any news from you.. and I just wanna tell you how much I miss you..

As time files, your position that stay in my heart becomes more important and durable , everything that I do just like reminding me  of you.

How come everying happens abruptly that is out of my expectation?

I won't pretend and deny that I don't care as you are haunting me all the time.. 

Since the moment that I decided to take this poision, I've already addicted to you.