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       起源於一個故事。她和一個男生在一年半的時間裡像情侶一樣交談著,甚至像情侶一樣相處著,卻不是情侶,那是什麼?她在等一個沒有開口的確認,於是當下珍惜資源最好的方式,就是徹底的放棄了彼此。沒辦法想像那背後有多大的動力,支持著某些人用半年一年的時間,在那些也許喜歡也許不喜歡的曖昧裡漂浮著。會不會愛情是一個代替品,所以失去愛情也寂寞、擁有愛情也寂寞,那些被寂寞吞食的不只是愛情,還有親情、友情、財富、信仰各式各樣美好的事物,因為隱藏在背後是人生的真相:遺憾以及奮力抵抗的虛無。

 

 

      某些妥協是一種軟弱、也是一種珍惜。你說「先告白的人就輸一半了耶」和「認真就輸了阿」;我說「和喜歡的人計較什麼輸贏阿」和「人生耶輸掉的是每時每刻」。如果了解原因,或許任何人都可以被原諒的,這樣粗魯的去評斷別人並不禮貌,那畢竟是我未曾參與的時光阿!但我不願意費盡心力的保護或安慰自己的恐懼,人生啊......相遇就已經那麼艱難了不是嗎?有時候被摧毀的無能為力了,只能帶著尚未崩壞的、功能正常的部分、拼拼湊湊的繼續使用,或是恨攀附著愛的枝枒密密麻麻的生長,也希望遇見在黑暗中閃閃發光的我愛你,至少.....我還不想放棄,不管幾次挫折,都想種下屬於自己不會枯萎的生活,不管幾次傷害,還是想像未曾受傷一樣去愛,即使是痛苦甚至很想遺忘的回憶,也不願捨棄並深信著,有一天一定能超越那些的自己,然後為自己的真誠和瘋狂而感到驕傲!

 

 

It comes from a story: She talked and got along with a guy like lover for one and half year but they were not couple. She was waiting for the confirmation but he didn't make. Afterwards they even don't keep in touch. Can not imagine the motivation which supports someone to flirt with people for considerable time. Love seems to be regarded as a tool to prevent people from being lonely. Loneliness swallows not only the love, as well as wealth, belief and all kinds of good things. Because the regret and ridiculousness hidden behind its back.

 

Some compromises are a sign of weakness, but also a treasure. When understanding the reasons anyone can be forgiven probably, so I don't want to judge others so rude. However I don't want to protect myself from injury to the fear or insecurity. Encounter is quite diffcult in life, isn't it? Sometimes I hope the sparkling love lights up the deep dark even bringing the broken heart with scars or hatred growing along with love. Sometimes shadows win. At least, never give up! Build up my own vital lives and love like I never been hurt. Truly believe that I suffering the painful and mouldy memories am going to over come the past. Finally, be proud of my sincere and crazy!

 

Ps 關於壞掉的定義請見倒數第十二句。歌曲這段很好聽!!

 

Ke$ha - Crazy kids

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdeFB7I0YH4

 

Hello, wherever you are不管你在哪Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?你是在舞池勁舞 或在吧台邊品酒?Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars今晚我們就玩大一點,像星星閃閃惹人愛And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are不管他人怎麼說三道四,我們還是做我們自己

 

And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are這就是我們The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids瘋狂的孩子,超瘋、超瘋狂的孩子And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are我們就是、我們就是The crazy kids, we are the一群瘋小孩、我們就是We are the crazy people我們就是瘋子

 

This is all we got and then it's gone.這就是我們,將一切拋腦後You call us the crazy ones.你可以說我們瘋了But we gonna keep on dancing 'til the dawn.但我們會一直跳舞跳到黎明的到來Cause you know the party never ends,你知道,舞會是沒有停止的一天And tomorrow we gonna do it again.日復一日的一直上演We the ones that play hard, we live hard,我們盡力的玩樂,努力的生活We love hard, we light up the dark.我們喜愛一切挑戰,我們照亮所有的夜晚

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