To practice the mysticism means your master (the deity who has the will to help you) would help you to go through critical and difficult time. Even though you wouldn’t face your lessons, you still will be able to be mediumistic as long as your master wouldn’t give you up, when you’re practicing consciousness, your master wouldn’t help you. It’s because you have to face your defects and weakness and improve them at any time, and one’s biggest enemy is one self, so the process will be very painful. Therefore, you have to be totally willing to face the practice, and deities will make everyone to face the persecution of no money and opinionated thinking to test everyone’s will toward practice. If you don’t have real will, you’ll learn nothing from practicing consciousness.