為什麼生活這麼辛苦?

                                               不是說很幸福

                                               原來一切都是幌子。

                                               走了一圈又回到了原點

                                               像傻瓜一樣執著

                                               期待著不屬於自己的快樂

                                               那種感覺很痛

                                               確有向烙印般的揮之不去

                                               幸福的是我不用去對另一個人說....

                                               對一個曾經自以為親密的人

                                               說著比什麼都殘忍的話

                                               像刺猬,看不到自己一身黑

                                               卻札的別人滿身次

                                               我感到辛苦

                                               感覺很勉強,感覺很疲憊

                                               更有種酸澀的滋味.......

                                               一種被拋棄的滋味

                                               心的重量,沒有那麼多的上限

                                               一但絲線斷裂

                                               就會不斷的ˋ不斷的往下掉

                                               我很恐慌,為了他們說的話

                                               旦我又釋然了。

                                               想了又想,我不再恐懼了

                                               因為我即使知道那個決定

                                               對我的影響有多大

                                               但是,我選擇面對

                                               如果不往前看,我就永遠擺脫不了我的父母

                                               這樣在將來,如果有任何一方的殘忍

                                               即使會有裂縫,我也就不會變成碎片

                                               即使不願意

                                               我還是要接受接下來的裁仲

                                               害不害怕

                                               那不再重要了

                                               因為不管是哪條路

                                              我都要走下去了

                                              我等待著結局

                                              來決定是岔路的哪一端